OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....It is raining and has been all day. There is more to come tomorrow too.

TAMMY'S FORTY LIST....I get to mark another off my list today. Bubba was home and we got to dance in the rain. We danced to I need you now by Lady Antebellum. It was well worth getting wet for. Cuz if you know me I don't like getting wet. Bare foot dancin in the rain is amazing.

BUBBA....Didn't work today because of all the rain.So he made stew for dinner. It was very good. We all got to have dinner together at the table.

Quote....When all else is lost...dance to make your heart sing and fill the darkness around you.

RELAY....We are in the process of collecting t-shirts to make quilts for Relay. we are going to make a OU, a OSU, and a Bluejay one. We are hoping to get ahead of the game on fundraising. Can't wait to see what happens. Katie and I have joined the committee this year and will have a team. We will do this forever if we have to or til they find a cure. CANCER SUCKS!

Well not much new going on. Hope this finds you all blessed. Have a great night.

If I can ever stay up to date with this it would be amazing. I have been very busy with school and work. Then Bubba did something to the computer and it erased all my Favorites list. We still don't know what happened.

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....It is a very nice day out today. The sun is shining and it's not to hot either. The wind is blowing and we are waiting for the rain that they have said we would get.

SCHOOL FOR THE KIDS....We have had our ups and downs with the girls at school. Yellow and green lights. They are doing okay for being in school 11 days. They are not use to the structure that public school has. But they are getting there. Learning lots of new things with nursery rhymns and things. They love going to school too.
Cameron has had a few rough spots to work through too. He got beat up on the playground by two boys Shorty and Colvin. So I am in the process of getting that worked out. Crazy things. He is loving band. Doing good with this new sixth grade thing of changing classes. So far good reports. He got his scores back from last year test. He is in the top of the scores all the way across. I am so proud. His one down fall at school is friends and he says he has none. That tugs at my heart. I don't know what to say to help the matter. I just pray for God to be able to help him.
I am loving the bus. It is a long route,but it is fun. My kids are awesome. We got a few new ones this year. One is a six year old with brain cancer. I just feel a freat tug for him. One day he tells us as we are driving down the road..You two girls are a piece of cake. Tammy and me about died. We have great adventures on the bus.

TAMMY NEW THINGS....I got another tattoo. This time on my left foot. It is in chinese and says walk in truth. It wasn't too bad. Seth held my hand while Katie took pics,Bubba made fun of me and Denise talked me through it. Oh Brandon did the tattoo. Now I want another. I got it on the 21st of August.

BUBBA....Has been working a lot and is finally a little closer to home. He got a new tattoo on the 4th of September it is a OU one. Still working on the one on his arm. Today Bubba is out dove hunting with the DUCKS. Had to get up at 4am to go meet them.This is what he likes to do and this is a good group to do it with.
Today Bubba turned 35 years old. Wow its amazing.

Well enough for the day hope this finds you all blessed.

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....It's raining and thundering. It is much needed rain. I'm not a rain girl, but we do need some it has been dry.

CAMERON TURNS ELEVEN....On Friday the 13th Cameron turned 11. We went out for dinner then tried to go to Frontier City,but it closed earlly cuz of school hours. It's still summer what the heck. So we went shopping at Wal-mart. Then came home for Brise to stay the night. On Saturday we got up to go to the mall. Everyone ate at the mall and got to eat what they wanted. Went to visit the Disney store then off to get cookies and Cameron's cookie cake. WE had his party at 6 and had a great time. Then we ordered pizza for dinner. No bed til 1am. It was a good birthday if I say so myself.

BUBBA AND BRANDON....They set up a table in the front room. This is to play beer pong. We heard all kinds of stories and learned lots of new things.

JAYCEE AND MACEY....They are into asking where did you get that all the time. So we have been telling them at the gettin place. So they ask where did you get brothers cookie at? Macey says oh at the getting place. Then papa asks Jaycee if he can take out her staples with his knife. She says no I am keeping them in for a long long time Papa. Crack me up. What is she going to do when the doctor takes them out on Tuesday.

I have been feeling very blessed. I have spent so much time with my best friend and her family it has been great. I am loving the new house and the times we are having in it. Hope this finds you blessed.

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....The sun is going down and it is cooling off just a little. the day was very hot out. I love summer, but I am ready for this weather to cool off so we can enjoy the afternoon outside.

OUT OF A FOUR YEAR OLDS MOUTH.... Jaycee tells a little girl at daycare..can you just get out of my butt crack. Where do they come up with such things.

Jaycee is the one who got staples in the back of her head. Well she came crying down the hall saying her staples fell out. So I tell her to show Katie because I just don't do well with those things. Well as Katie is checking she see that they are all still in place and has to count them. the teacher sticks her head out the class and says no I told her it was fine. I say what happened? A little boy in the class found a staple on the floor and told Jaycee that she was losing her staples out of her head. We all just laughed. Kids!

THINGS WITH BUBBA....He is working out in this heat which is very hot. They are working in Holdenville reconducting line over there. It is a long drive, but he comes home every night which is great for us. I pray for his crew daily to stay well and not get over heated. I'm sure they are ready for cooler weather too.

CAMERON...His birthday is in a few days. We are going to have a stay over with four or five boys. this will be the first for us. We will see how that goes. He will be eleven and in the sixth grade. I can't believe it. Where has the time gone? He is very excited about his party. We got his room all ready to go. Hopefully it will survive all those boys.

JAYCEE AND MACEY...They are enrolled in four year old preschool, but we are on a waiting list. Hope we get in because they talk about going to grade school like it is very important.

Well enough for the evening I am going to spend this quiet time around the house with my husband. Hope this finds you blessed. Our God is awesome.

8 AUGUST 10

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....The sun is shining and it's already very warm out there. I like the view out my window now that we have moved. There is a hugh picture window in the living room with two walnut trees out front. It is great to sit here and watch outside. As I do this I think of my fat Gramma Goad. Se would love this window so she can be nosey and see all the neighbors. She would have a table sat in front of it so she could sit there with her coffee or tea. Gosh I miss that lady.

THE LIFE OF FOUR YEAR OLDS.....Well we had to go to the emergency room last night because Jaycee cut her head open. Yes it was Jaycee this time and not Macey. This is her first set of staples and she got five. We had gone to visit in Del City and the guys were working on the truck. Jaycee was standing on a center block watching the guys and dancing to the music of the ice-cream truck when she lost her balance and the block went over with her. She hit her head on the rim of the tire. I thought she hit it on the ramp. So we took her to the hospital. Denise kept Macey and Cameron. The time while we was gone Macey kept rubbing her head. It is so strange how they do this when the other gets hurt. It is a twin thing.

INSIDE THE NEW HOUSE....We are still trying to get things together it is a little crazy. I know it take a few weeks but I am ready for it to be done right now. It's really nice though cuz Katie has been here unpacking lots of stuff for me too.

Well this isn't getting stuff done so I will blog again soon. Hoping this finds you blessed.

Well its been way to long again. So much has been going on too. I am going to try to go back to days to be able to blog it in the right way.

June the 8th was the last time I blogged and the town of Guthrie America flooded. It was 27 feet above flood level. The water messed up another tree in Mineral wells park too. It's so amazing to me that they can not fix the problem. The one thing is is that it did flood in places that it hasn't before. I think we got like 10 inches of rain in a matter of hours. It was so crazy.
The roof in the house we rent was leaking in the dining room. The ceiling finally gave away though. So now we tell them and they don't want to fix it. So now looking for a place to move.

June the 5th went out to Del City to stay the weekend. We went out to Gram's couldn't get in because I didn't have a id and Katie's was expired. So we all loaded up in the van and made a trip to Guthrie. We had a great time. Denise, Johnny, Brandon, Jenae, Katie, Bubba, and me. Then we drove back to Del City to sleep.

June 12th we go back to Del City because Katie and I went to get Id's. So we go to Gram's again and get kicked out again cuz Brandon's shorts are to long. Who would of thought. So we head down to bricktown. We end up at Tap Works and had a great time. When we go to leave Katie can't walk and neither can Jenae. Jenae has a new friend on the corner. Katie and Brandon get married and Johnny and Bubba have to go get the van cuz we can't make it. The next morning those thee can not remember anything. Oh fun times.

June the 26th we get up to pack to head to Lake Texamo with all the Ducks. I'm not a camper, but I am going to try to be a camper in a tent and all. So we take four vechicals down the road and follow Steve Duck. We take our time and visit all the way. We even did the senic turn outs in Turner Falls. It was great I have never stop there in all these years. We make it to our camp site and set up all the things we need. We have a great time, the kids lve swimming in the lake. I even got in the lake. We got to roast marshmellows at the campfire too. We visited about tons of things had great times. We slept in our tent under the night stars. It was great being by the water and sleeping. In the morning we got up with the sun and made breakfast then started our day of visiting over again. When we loaded up to come home on Monday the kids are all sad, sunburned, and very tired. We did have a awesome time though. I even learned to squat to pee. Woohoo me.
We came home to finish out our week of vacation to pack the house to move out. Becase the people we rent from doesn't want to fix the broke things here. Then the ceiling fell in in the dining room. So we are going to store everything in storage and move in with Denise for a while til we find a house.
We move in at Denise's at Del City. We learn to live in a small room, but have a great time. We all learned from each other. Great times.we all got a little spoiled while living there. I cooked and they all gained weight. They helped with the kids and that gave me the much needed help I needed. I think we all did very well and made us stronger in our relationships.
They spoiled the girls to no end.
We spent a month driving back and forth to Guthrie to work and find a house. We slept on Cameron's bunkbed. We visited lots and learned new things. Jenae and Katie came own to stay with us osome weekends. One of our favorite things oe Saturday was the icecream truck. That was great.
Bubba got to help work on the truck and jeep. Denise and me got to do lots of catch up time and to learn this we didn't know about the lst couple of years. It was amzing to be with my best friend. That was one of my forty things to do so I gt to mark that off.
On July 24th I got a tattoo of the whole world on my had. Brandon is doing tattoos now. Katie got one too. Brandon has been working on Bubba's for a few weeks now. It is neat to watch.
Anyway on the 30th of July we got the keys to a house. On the 31st we moved in. We have a awesome moving crew. They did the best job ever.
Well if left anything out I will try to rememeber it for later. I will then blog it.

I am signing off for now. Hoping this finds you Blessed.

This is Bubba's new toy. He loves the new four wheeled. The girls want to go for a ride everyday.

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW...The heat has arrived. It is great. Thank God for the AC.

OUT OF A FOUR YEAR OLDS MOUTH....Katie gave Maceya kiss goodbye today. Macey then walked over to me to say "I have to get married now because Katie kissed me." I'm young to get married right Mommy.

HAPPENINGS AT MY HOUSE....Katie is staying with us for a few days. This has been a challenge for me and Bubba. We have to watch where we take off our clothes. Really a hard thing to do. We are enjoying the company. Cameron is gone to Del City to stay with Brice for the week. He hasn't called or text at all. So today I text him to check in, but he didn't have time for his Momma.

AT WORK....I am cooking for the summer so I have the best hours ever. I work from 8 to 1 which is really amazing.

THIS LAST WEEKEND...Bubba and I went out with friends for the night on Saturday. Denver kept the girls and said they did well.
We took Katie and Jenae out for their birthdays. Johnny, Denise, and Brandon joined us. We had a great time. Katie and Jenae got to see a different side of me. The Duck's just got to see the old Tammy come out. We had a great time dancing and talking about old times. We plan to do this again soon.

I am still working on keeping the negative out of my life and getting all the drama out. So far it has been great. I have removed a few people and it has helped so much. I talked with another person who has taken one person out of their life and has had a great experience too. Its funny that its the same person.

Well I am a very happy person. Thanks be to God. Have a blessed day.