OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....The air is cool and it has rained since Friday. The rain stopped on Sunday afternoon. We are liking the rain right now. This is letting the moral mushrooms grow really well. The girls and Cameron can't seem to get enough of them.

OUT OF A FOUR YEAR OLDS MOUTH...Jaycee and Macey played outside the other day picking flowers. Jaycee picked one up that had a broken stem. She looked to heaven and threw the flower up. She then said, "Here you go God". We had been discussing how people go to heaven when they die. So she thought it was a good idea for the flower to go there too.

THINGS I HAVE BEEN DOING... I have been getting ready for Realy. Which is in 12 days. I am still trying to raise enough money for the kids. I am sure we will get there with no problem.
I have also been worrying about Jenae. Her Grandpa shot himself. I was the first one she called to come to her rescue. I have never experienced a shooting or anything like this. Death is death, but suicide is so much harder on the Family. so many unanswered questions. I just believe that God had his hands upon that because the family did come out with some peace. the funeral was very touching and Jenea sang Amazing Grace. She is the bomb singer. I was so proud of her at this time to be able to sing with all her family so emotional.I love Jenea.

THINGS ON CAMERON...Cameron made Bluejay of the month for April. Whisch we are very proud. He is also having to go to the doctor alot right now. I can't remember if I wrote on him being in the hospital. We had to go to the emergency room for being so impacted. Then they put him in the hospital to clean him out. Well after 6 enemas and a night at the hospital he still didn't get cleaned out. So then we had to go see Dr. Grunow. From him Cameron had to do a day clean out that seemed to work. Gatorade and mrylax. Now we are just waiting to see what the next set of x-rays say.

THINGS WITH THE TWINS....Since their mother is crazy and forgets to take them to get shots we had to go after we are four. They did very good. They told the nurse that they was going to get shots and then get a prize. They watched her get all the stuff together then she asked who will go first. Jaycee says Macey and Macey says yes I will go first.When the nurse poked her with the needle Macey screamed and big tears came down. At this time I thought we would have to have help, but no she turned right around for the nurse to do the other two shots. Still crying and screaming, but i got to hold her with no help. then she wanted to make sure she got three bandaids. Now her is the test. Jaycee would usually have to have extra holding since her sister had such a hard time, but no she crawled up on my lap and said I'm not going cry.then the nurse stuck her and she screamed and had big tears too. I am just so suprised with both of them. It was a great experience for us.

Well I think I've done some catch up so I am going to go for now. Have a blessed day.